
Once I was alone
Roaming around my thoughts,
Pain of being apart
And tearing all the knots.
Nobody was there
Nobody beside me,
I was all alone
Also forever free.
That felt too harsh
Felt too lonely,
Nobody wanted to be
So I was mine only.
Pain inside my mind
Heart to be broken more,
Puzzled seeing the sky
Walking along the seashore.
Seeing melodies of the wind
Harmony of the clouds,
Asking silly questions
Clearing all my doubts.
Nobody wanted to know
Nobody wanted to see,
Nobody liked my thoughts
What I wanted to be.
I owe the sky my life
Owe the sea everything,
They stood by me always
When nobody was standing.
I liked the night sky
With moon and glittering stars,
Everybody laughed at me
Like my life had become farce.
I died everyday
Thinking of being alone,
No one was there to cry
No one was there to mourn.
My heart full of rudeness
What everybody sees,
Lost my friends too many
And some became enemies.
I mumbled in my own
Trying to scramble my happiness,
cause nobody would come to me
In the time of distress.
Life was like a play
I was the lonely player,
No matter what I do
Cause nobody care.
It’s hard to live
And hard to stay alone,
It was difficult to be the same
And I couldn’t even move on.
O’ God show some mercy
O’ God let me be free,
I don’t wanna be here
Like a dying old tree.
Please send someone
At my wasted open door,
I don’t wanna stay like that
I don’t’ wanna be lonely anymore..
-Soumadri Paul






